#just anxiety things
#body dysmorphic disorder
|Me:||*begin to have anxiety attack while cleaning*
|Me:||*hide under blanket and play Chef de Bubble for a little while to calm down*
|Me:||*just about fully calm and ready to start cleaning again*
|Dad:||WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN BED YOU ARE SO LAZY YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING YOU SUCH A LAZY LITTLE SHIT RANTRANTRANT
|Me:||*anxiety attack flares up again*
|Dad:||OMG STOP MAKING EXUSES YOU SHIT GET UP AND TIDY SOMETHING STOP LOOKING FOR ATTENTION RANTRANTRANT
|anddddd this is why I never bother letting anyone know I'm having an anxiety attack.
|Because you know, I MUST be making this up if it's not visible to anyone else, right?
|Because I'm so totally playing the victim so I can manipulate people.
|And you know what's awesome? The fact I've actually received DEATH THREATS for being open and honest about my anxiety.
|One day we will live in a world where people can be open and honest about mental illness without being accused of faking it for attention. And that being said, people with BDD will have the confidence to speak up to their GP be able to get diagnosed easier and faster and get the right treatment before their symptoms worsen and progress into an ED.
|HAVE MORE COMPASSION PEOPLE! FAKKKK!
me: i have depression
person: *suddenly becomes mental health expert, nutritionist, spiritual guide* why dont u try yoga why dont u eat lots of fruit maybe u should exercise have u tried keeping a journal have u tried yoga have u tried meditation have u tried sitting in the sun have u tried patting a dog have u tried exercise yoga in the fruit sun yoga yoga
(Source: lesbolution, via xtoxictears)
"Where is my Edward Cullen?"
"Where is my Damon Salvatore?"
"Where is my Christian Grey?"
For your sake, jail I hope.
"I really don’t want to shower but I want to be clean" an autobiography
"Now that I’m in the shower I really dont wanna get out" a sequel
"Now that I’m out, I don’t want to put on clothes" the spin-off
"I’m sitting here in my towel and I must have showered 2 hours ago" the self help booklet
"Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word."
"My life is a struggle between my need for acceptance, my fear of rejection, and a desire to not care at all."
"for me, the most beautiful girl would be a girl that feels comfortable with what she is. i’m always asked about what i would recommend, or what a girl should do—but it doesn’t work like that. you have to find yourself and what fits you and what’s good for you, and most of all, feel self-confident."
So at work yesterday we only had pink spoons to hand out for the frozen yogurt and every male asked if we had a different color spoon because they did not like pink and it’s femininity and lemme tell u that this proves boys are weak and a fuckjng pink spoon proved that